“The first time I
did it, we were going fishing and we smoked a bowl (of weed) first and I was
feelin’ alright and we got there and we started fishing and my buddy was like, ‘Here, take half of this Xanax,’” said
Taylor Price, a sophomore majoring in sports management at the University of
West Florida, as he recalled the first time he used pills to get high. “So I
took it and, you know, I was already high from weed, and I remember just lying
there on the dock, just flat. Just like, staring up at the sky.”
(Google images: xanax & weed) |
Price wasn’t
raised in a bad part of town. His parents were not alcoholics or drug addicts
and they made every effort to stay involved in his life and to let him know
that they loved and supported him. Nothing about Price’s childhood adds up to
the fact that he began his journey through addiction to painkillers in just
seventh grade.
“It was just my
friends hanging around, man; we had older friends influencing us,” Price said.
“One day we just got together and were like,
‘Dude, let’s try this.’ And we did. From there it just kept going and going.
The kids older than us were in 9th or 10th grade at that time, they both ended
up eventually dropping out. We were in middle school. The kids that I decided to
do it all with were all in 6th grade and I was in 7th grade.”
If you’re
thinking to yourself that middle school seems like such a ridiculously young
age to get started with using painkillers, you aren’t alone.
(Scene from the 1995 film, "KIDS") |
“It’s been so
long ago that when I hear stories about kids doing that stuff now, it shocks
me, even though that was me,” said Price. “It’s like, ‘What the heck was I thinking?’”
Price and his
friends’ transition from milder drugs like marijuana to har
der drugs like
Oxycontin came somewhat naturally, considering that they didn’t really have to
put forth any effort to obtain the pills. One of his friend’s parents were
prescribed to the meds, and whether or not they actually needed the refills,
they kept getting them. And the kids kept getting into them.
“The reason I
switched to Oxycontin was probably something to do with [my friend’s] parents
because they’re the ones that gave it to us, as crazy as that sounds,” said
Price. “So I guess when they moved onto bigger and more potent things, so did
we.”
(Google images: Oxycontin) |
Many advocates of
today’s war on drugs attribute marijuana use as a large reason for so many
young people’s introduction to the harder and more addictive drugs. Price
doesn’t feel that this was necessarily the way it worked in his case. While he
did technically smoke marijuana before he started taking pills, it was only a
matter of a couple uses before he was onto the more serious stuff. He feels
that marijuana was less of a ‘gateway drug,’ and more like a ‘partner drug.’
Something else
that stood out about Price’s involvement in the painkiller scene was that of
his preferred genre of music. Oftentimes music gets associated with certain
types of lifestyle. For example, rock music gets thrown in with thoughts of
anger and acts of rebellion, reggae makes people think of being happy on a
beach and possibly smoking marijuana, and rap music is typically associated
with big cars, women, money and drugs.
While Price was living out his drug-induced
years of middle school and high school, he was listening to country music.
What’s more, is now that he is clean, he has stopped listening to country and
has turned to rap music.
“I think [country
music] just reminds me of that time of struggle in my life,” Price said.
Many drug addicts
will take to either stealing or drug dealing to make ends meet and to ensure
that they always have enough for one more fix. While Price did sell marijuana
to make a little bit of money on the side, he never really had to actually pay
for his pills. He more or less bartered for them. He would trade weed for
pills. And while he and his friends did rob people from time to time, he
explains that it was more for the rush of it, than to get money for drugs.
Not everybody was
so lucky as to get out of the lifestyle of heavy drug use and theft before it
became a serious problem, though.
(a cartoon thief found on Google images) |
“One of the older
kids, Joey, ended up robbing people for pills,” Price said. “He ended up
robbing his own family members. He eventually got caught by the cops when he
broke into his uncle’s house and his uncle hit him in the head with a bat. In his
most recent mug shot, from whe
n that happened, he just has a straight line of
stitches straight down the middle of his head.”
What ended up
pulling Price out of his Oxycontin-laced rut, was a young man by the name of
Matt Galecki, who ended up being one of his best friends. Matt kept inviting
him to church, and eventually convinced him to attend a fall retreat. Price
says that nothing really clicked until shortly after returning home.
“I guess it was
the night after we got back, I was just in my room going about my business and
I just broke down crying,” Price said. “I didn’t know why, so I called Matt and
was just like, ‘Dude, what the heck is
going on right now?’ and I’m sure I used some expletives. He was like, ‘That’s God man. It’s time to turn your life
around.’ So I took his word for it and started reading my Bible more and
from that night on, I didn’t touch any of that stuff.”
(Above: Taylor Price, absent of drugs & full of love in Oct '11) |
There was no use
of drugs to help him come off the drugs. There was no admission to help
facilities.
“I just quit,”
said Price. “That night when I broke down, the next day I gave all my stuff
away and never went back to it. I had about a week and a half of nausea and
that’s it. Compared to other stories I’ve heard, that’s easy stuff.”
Looking back on
his life and where he is now, Price has no intentions of going back to his old
ways. He has found himself a new group of friends and is enjoying sharing his
story with others to help encourage them to get clean and stay clean of drugs.
“I would love to
coach a team,” Price said. “There’s not much money in it, but I would love to
coach a high school team because that’s when kids are going through a lot and
they’re really malleable as to the way their lives end up from there. That’s
when my life got turned around, so I think if I could go back and share my love
of basketball with kids and not only be a coach, but be a mentor to them, it
would just be awesome.”
One person who
has benefited from the sharing of Price’s story, is Patrick Goen. Price and
Goen met at UWF while playing basketball after the Thursday night BCM (Baptist
Collegiate Ministries) meeting was over.
“I was just sitting down because I was still
detoxing at this point,” Goen said. “I
was just feeling like crap, and [Taylor] just started talking to me and shared
that he was a recovering addict too. Me and him clicked because we both love
basketball so much.”
Goen has since
sought out further help to get off drugs and while Price is not his official
accountability partner, he does attribute much of his strength to him.
“It’s cool to see
somebody else who’s gone through addiction that acts like Taylor. Just to know
that he went through that and he’s this great guy now, that’s pretty cool to
look at that.”
If either you or someone close to you is struggling with addiction, To Write Love On Her Arms, is an excellent place to start the journey towards getting your life back.